You don't know when or how you start to have this feeling? You seems to be more interested with older womens in their 30's to 50's rather than those SYT that you always see in school?
When you see older womens you got turned on but when it comes to girls around your age you don't rather see them attractive or pretty as those older womens?
You have this problem but your afraid and scared to tell your friends and all your friends rather choose SYT rather than those older womens?
You are sure they will laugh at you and if they know that you will rather spend time with older womens rather than those SYT?
Experience men's out there can give you any advice?

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